... sad
Friday, May 15, 2009
After so long... im back. today is e-learning day and monday too.
suddenly, as i looked through blogs, i felt teary... dunno why..
i felt sad... really sad.. i dunno why too. i felt i have lost a sense of security immediately.
i looked through the Gb blog... i saw the posts my senoirs put up.. at that time, it was their
last time and in fact the last parade for them. i dunno why i feel that
sometimes, feelings are wrong... haha
i suddenly wanted someone to let me lie on... i wished someone would be by my side all the time
even if the someone is not there, i can feel their presence... i think the only one who can do
that is God. so i should really learn to lean on Him and look for Him when im happy
or sad... i dunno what to say... haiz.. there is so many things to worry
i really want someone who would sms me 24 hrs but i am afraid i would burst my msgs.. haiz.. at least last time, ppl like Jun kai or keith smsed me.. i had fun.. real fun although that time i burst my msgs but it was a nice experience..
maybe im not someone nice.. i dunno... now, keith and i are like strangers.. we would only talk for a few sentences only...
junkai and i are just friends...
i believe these are all the world's things... what i should really look for is to find God's purpose for my life so that i can build christlike character.
i suddenly feel so sad...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
5:16 PM
